These last few days have been fun and mentally restful.. The process of adoption, the paperwork and waiting, is pretty exhausting after a while - especially when you've been doing this for 6 years. I've learned a lot from the Lord during that time - to wait, trust, and wait some more. The Lord placed a little girl from China on our hearts those many years ago. I can't believe we're finally going to meet her!
Although I've read books, attended webinars and training sessions, I know our actual experience in bonding together will be unique to us. I pray I will share God's deep love with Abigail as she feels many emotions - separation, fear and uncertainty. I can only imagine what she will work through in the transition to a new family. We will need the Lord's strength and wisdom in the days ahead.
I was encouraged by Matthew 14 as the disciples felt fear in their situation in a turbulent time on the water.. Jesus said, "Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid." If I keep my eyes on Jesus, I need not be afraid.
Although I've read books, attended webinars and training sessions, I know our actual experience in bonding together will be unique to us. I pray I will share God's deep love with Abigail as she feels many emotions - separation, fear and uncertainty. I can only imagine what she will work through in the transition to a new family. We will need the Lord's strength and wisdom in the days ahead.
I was encouraged by Matthew 14 as the disciples felt fear in their situation in a turbulent time on the water.. Jesus said, "Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid." If I keep my eyes on Jesus, I need not be afraid.
Tonight is Abby's last night in the orphanage. We already have her crib in the hotel room, ready for tomorrow. We meet her at 2:00pm, then will start our life with her..
My posts will likely be shorter in the days ahead as I will be busy, embracing Abigail and taking in as much as I can in this beautiful country. Thank you for your notes of encouragement and prayer. They are a wonderful support! OO Hugs from China OO
My posts will likely be shorter in the days ahead as I will be busy, embracing Abigail and taking in as much as I can in this beautiful country. Thank you for your notes of encouragement and prayer. They are a wonderful support! OO Hugs from China OO
Following along, Marianne--you are oh so close! Praying for the Lord to continue to prepare Abigail's heart (and your heart, too) for this huge transition. I have experienced firsthand the peace that only He can provide in such a situation, and it was such sweetness. May you experience the same as you hold your precious daughter for the very first time. And may Abigail know deep in her heart, despite all of the unfamiliarity, that she is in a safe place, and that she is loved. Blessings on this long awaited day! He is faithful!
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